Totally inappropriate in the middle of all the shit that's happening, I am wishing for sex. Totally wishful thinking, of course. To lie relaxedly in the company of someone you've known for ages and are comfortable with, who knows and understands the shit happening in your life. Anyway, this is all totally criminal thought.
Ma's eye, USG, and her two regular doctors, along with looking for a place. These are my primary concerns along with work. I woke up from an evening nap today dreaming, a. that a random, very peaceable junior from college was mocking and berating my work, b. that I was indulging a few fantasies in this very swank five-star hotel-type apartment with wooden everything and a lot of gadgets. Woke up very worried and feeling like shit about work not done.
I am very worried about her eye problem. If there is a god, I pray that I take the right decision, and that things go well and her vision improves. But then, there rarely is a god, is there? There wouldn't be so much suffering otherwise. This former classmate of mine wrote that we are all mere stories gone wrong. That makes so much sense.
Ma's eye, USG, and her two regular doctors, along with looking for a place. These are my primary concerns along with work. I woke up from an evening nap today dreaming, a. that a random, very peaceable junior from college was mocking and berating my work, b. that I was indulging a few fantasies in this very swank five-star hotel-type apartment with wooden everything and a lot of gadgets. Woke up very worried and feeling like shit about work not done.
I am very worried about her eye problem. If there is a god, I pray that I take the right decision, and that things go well and her vision improves. But then, there rarely is a god, is there? There wouldn't be so much suffering otherwise. This former classmate of mine wrote that we are all mere stories gone wrong. That makes so much sense.
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