Friday, January 20, 2017

Ma's BP is still very high: 170/100. I have been panicking since last night. The doctor added another medicine. But now she feels discomfort after the second Nebicard of the day. I just don't know why this is happening. I so so don't want to go through a major event again and don't want her to.
Looking at Facebook, I feel incredulous at how many people are completely untouched by such loss and illness and how for some, it just doesn't seem to end. And also incredulous at how I am not allowed someone to depend on. That others are also going through parents' illness but they don't panic like me because all their stakes are not in one person. 

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