Get me more Choglet

Iam a poor girl. I no longer go to JU.
Presently it is making me feel really teary. I try to think that I am forging a life for myself just like I always wanted, that I am reading books (atleast that isn't being taken away), and I am going to be in the world of letters if not directly associated with University.
Things people feel when JU gets truncated out of their lives. A took up an online poetry membership while at IMI,Delhi to be close to literature. I am coming up with these platitudes.
And I am already forgetting stuff I learnt, the wways of looking at texts which 'so loved. I am just gonna be a dumb 'galper boi portey bhalo lagey' type from now on.
'Course it is also a case of the grass is always greener on the other side. Yet ...